Shaky times, but we overcome

For the last two weeks I have been at home taking a break from supply teaching as my youngest son was a bit clingy, having trouble going to sleep etc. I will always put the needs of my children first! Its a tough decision as money is so important to function isn't it :-) BUT I know my sons' security comes first! I tend to forget what he has been through....left his country, family friends...lost a beloved granny, moved house TWICE and started a new school AGAIN! I feel guilty about having put him through all this....poor little thing! BUT God is good...ALL the time! I have prayed for the fears and insecurities to leave him and God has been faithful! Travis is once more the happy, settled boy he was until two weeks ago. AND he has been blessed with a very good friend, who is coming to play after school! Sorry for rambling on :-)) but a mothers' heart is broken for her children when they suffer!

My eldest son, Christopher, is doing well and making friends in school and at church.He was the one I was more worried about, ironically, as he is more reserved than his brother.Oh well, just proves we are NEVER in control of anything! Thats' why I just have to rely on Gods' help ALL THE TIME!!

I am so happy that things are back to normal and I have been fortunate to find work at a special needs school! It is a dream come true for me ! It will no doubt challenge me!

I am loving our new town! I have new friends too and though my heart still aches for South Africa ,  Chesham is becoming home for me and my brood!

This is my "baby" and I sharing a special moment!

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We've moved again

We have been blessed out of our socks once more! We have moved into a house which is bigger, closer to the boys' school AND which costs  less.How awesome is that! We needed to move as our lease ended and a man at church mentioned that he is retiring soon and needs reliable tenants when he moves abroad. That was the answer to our prayers! We feel so blessed!! We are still very much in mourning for leaving family and friends behind.....it truly feels like ALL our loved ones have died because we cant see them and hug them and have cups of tea or invite them for barbeques (braais!)anymore. BUT, we are soo grateful for the internet and skype video calls! It helps (a little!) We have been very busy just settling down but every now and then (I admit, quite often) I find myself tearful and missing my sister and my friends so very much!! We've all done a lot of crying over the phones/emails etc. This is very hard to do BUT we have and we will survive by the grace of God!

Our container of goods arrived from SA the other day and it was like Christmas! The lounge was covered in bubblewrap and there were shouts of excitement from us all..."ooh my toys!" "Yay, my cd's!" "Yiphee...my scrapbooks and photos!!!!"

I have my special scrapbooks that my old school and a very dear friend made for me RIGHT NEXT to my bed and I look at them each night and PRAY A PRAYER OF THANKS FOR MY DEAR LOVED ONES and eventhough we are seperated, NOTHING can truly seperate or break the bonds of love we share!

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MY GARDEN YIELDETH MUCH

I have not posted an entry for such a long time, it feels almost strange. I have so much catching up to do in Jland so I will keep this short and sweet.My garden has blossomed and we have found cherries, pears, blueberries,strawberries, bell peppers, passion fruit to name a few.Thought I would post a few pictures of them before the squirrel or birds get to them!

My husband has found work at last and I am supply teaching for now.It is not something I enjoy as one does not bond with the children and I find it very impersonal...but..it pays the rent.I am still searching for permanent employment, but God has been so kind to me (as usual!) He knows I'm finding it tough so He arranged for a long term (three weeks) position at a lovely school and they have asked me to return in September for maternity cover for a term so I am thrilled.

It is also almost time for our lease to expire so we are looking for accomodation closer to the boys school. Today after church, one of our new friends came and asked us if we had found jobs yet. He was delighted for us and mentioned that he lives in a house across the way from the boys school and that he is retiring to Italy next year.Would we be interested in renting from him? Can you imagine our delight!!! This is the answer to all our rental worries LOL God sure works in mysterious ways!

Throughout this stressful time, I always remind myself of the verse "Be still and know that I am God" It really soothes me knowing I cant really control ANYTHING BUT THAT GOD DOES!He provides even for the birds why wouldnt He provide for us!

Those that know me know I am no gardener so I really do appreciate the fruits of someone elses' labour...I feel undeserving of all this fruit when I did diddly squat LOL.Pretty much reminds me of how we get to reap the benefits of Christ dying for us!We are so undeserving YET HE LOVES US!

Its all good

We are settling in well.The biggest hurdle of the boys starting school is over.Both of them are very happy and have settled in well.The schools have been very supportive and the children have made both boys' feel very welcome.It is very daunting (especially for our 15 year old) to start all over again but he is happy and has made a few friends already.My youngest has a whole bunch of friends ! We are very happy! and relieved!!

This has been a very stressful time, but through all of it God has shown us favour and blessing.We are just so humbled by all the "doors" God has opened for us and the way He has smoothed our paths, given us a church and friends and helped us feel welcome in this new country.We feel very blessed.Despite hardships we "have joy in all circumstances" remembering that earthly troubles are temporary and will pass.

Of course an entry would not be complete without a few pictures.One of our house, our cute squirrel friend who lives in our oak and of the pretty flowers in my garden.

 

 

Its a brand new life(song)

Just a few photos of my new garden, which has a mighty oak in it,

my son in his new uniform

 

and  of them at Legoland(yes we had to do the tourist thing LOL)

 

We are most happy with the schools and are so relieved for our sons who have made a few friends already!

We have not started work as yet, just settling into a routine, but we love it here and feel so welcome...though we miss family back home....my sister especially...really wish we could be closer SIGH.

THANK YOU JLAND FOR THE COMMENTS... ESPECIALLY FOR THE LOSS OF OUR MOM.SO WONDERFUL TO BE BACK..HAVE MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

Take care!

Shauneen

xx

 

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Relocation complete

We have arrived!! After a very long flight we finally landed at Heathrow to a surprisingly hot day! We have settled rather well in just 2 weeks (tomorrow)! We have organised the gas, water, phone, schools, jobs and have furnished a house.YES I AM TIRED LOL sooo very tired.

Sadly my husbands mom passed away this past Saturday and that has put a great strain on us as we are not able to go back so soon for the funeral. Please keep him in your prayers!!

The boys are excited to start school and our youngest starts on \monday. Our eldest has arrived at a bad time as his year group are doing GCSE's so he has a few weeks left! But the youngest is not envious, he just wants to go to school LOL

Thank you for all your well wishes when we left one continent for another.Your kind words were a soothing balm at a very stressful time!

We have found this coun try to be better than we could have imagined.Although we have been here twice before, holidaying and living in a country are two different things! My boys are not used to being able to have electricity ALL the time LOL. NO MORE LOAD SHEDDING! And one boys noticed there are NO burglar bars on any windows!!(I have explained to them that crime is everywhere but clearly it has not reached the proportions of South Africa)

The people are so very friendly and helpful.We are soo happy and the fact that my boys are so relaxed...I feel they are so safe here!

Well, thats all for now...will put in photos tomorrow!

Take care Jland!!

 

Cry My beloved Country

Well, the waiting is over.Our flight tickets have been confirmed....we fly on the 30th April....THAT's next WEDNESDAY!!!!! I'm still packing...I've still got to see my friends a few more times....I've got to cram in extra hours with my sister....I'M NOT READY!!

Sigh...BUT, I am....I'm sad for this beautiful land of mine....things are not going well.
I look to the future...I can't look back to what I'm leaving behind.I know the grass is not green on the "other" side...I'm not so naive...but the grass is greenER. And for that simple reason I must do what's best for my children.A future where there is no constant fear for safety, a future that includes a better education,  that provides the basic commodity...electricity!I wish I could be positive....I try...I pray...and yet...I flee...

I will make my next entry from our new country, the UK. I am so grateful that we may become part of a new country...a new life.Returning to our Irish roots LOL.Please keep us, espescially my two boys (15 and 10) in your prayers as we make this big change.My greatest concern is that they are happy and accepted at their school!

Thank you Jland for always encouraging! How amazing it is to share my sadness (and joy!) with complete strangers across this planet.How vast it seems at times, yet when we connect its a small world after all ...a small, small world

LOL ...bet you're singing it right now......UNTIL WE "MEET" AGAIN FRIENDS!

 

How green is my valley

Waiting...something I'm not good at....admiring Gods' creation and being thankful for a time out.I am always in awe of how much trouble God went to when He created the world we live in....intricate butterfly wings, delicate flowers...how green is your valley?

Groendal (Green Valley)

HAPPY EASTER JLANDERS.....GOD LOOOOVES YOU XXXXX

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